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The Wind

Tonight after work, I went for a walk with my dogs. The weather had changed and it was blustery. The first half of the walk was against the wind. It felt good. The way back was with a strong wind. It felt incredible! I have not moved that fast in years. I wasn't running but I was striding like I haven't in what feels like a decade. It was nearly effortless. I wasn't out of breath; it was easy. I haven't felt ease in a VERY LONG time but I did tonight.

I have been walking once or often twice a day with my dogs. My energy is really good. I only drink 1 cup of coffee a day(used to need 2-3 with a diet coke at lunch). I am working more without any of the exhaustion.

Today is my 3 week anniversary since the Liberation Procedure. I do feel like I have been liberated. I have a different body. I have energy -- that is the biggest change. It really feels good to be able to walk without intense focus. I can relax. I can let the wind push me and feel light. That is what I have not felt in so long -- light. I have been heavy and plodding. Wow!!

I just heard a Canadian news story about 2 brothers both with MS who were going to Poland to get the Liberation Procedure. They said the whole deal(evaluation and treatment) was going to cost $10,000 each. Now that is exciting! How great they were going together. I have always been a believer in the power of connection. That is what this blog was about 2 years ago before I ever dreamed that I could be healed by a catheter-based procedure. How grateful I am to modern technology.

I still believe whole-heartedly in the power of the group. I plan to bring this to my medical practice again soon. I think connection provides the love and support many of us vitally need to face the challenges that come our way. However, I once again have fallen in love with the practice of medicine and the possibilities which are available to us in this very modern world.

Comments

Unknown said…
Mark,

How wonderful! Our prayers continue.

Hugs, Mary
Anonymous said…
Just visited your site and am so thrilled to hear your excitement! You sound like the 'old Mark' again! I look forward to seeing you in a few weeks! LvB
Heaven Johana said…
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Heaven Johana said…
great words, group could move the world, but indviduals must do the first step.....(my English is bad, but I believe You will understand)
Anonymous said…
I am so grateful for your healing and for your courage to open your heart, sharing your thoughts, your words, giving me and many others hope. Your understanding and compassion gives us strength. Thank you!
Much love and healing hugs ~ Lou Ellen
Anonymous said…
You are giving us all hope! Your description of walking sounded like a dream and I hope to be able to feel that feeling again soon.

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