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Grace and I watched the movie Black Swan last night. Incredible portrayal of the "voice in our heads". Nataly Portman was plagued with a very loud and dark voice and she went "through it" as opposed to being paralyzed by it. The movie is painful and uncomfortable but in a way that is real and connectable. It was a great demonstration of this "force" which lives within us all (the unconscious mind) that can shape our lives if we let it. Sometimes the best path is just to not listen to the voice in our heads -- instead, we can listen to the other voice which is also in our head but comes from quite a different source. Being able to differentiate between the two seems paramount.

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Michael McCafferty said…
YES! Now you've got it... Choose the voice you want to hear. Better yet, *create* the voice you want to hear.

Or, as Gandhi said: "Be the change you want to see in the word." (and be the change you want to see in yourself!)
May 31, 2011 at 10:20 AM
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